| | it's been so long since i last put my thoughts down in words.
and even though there are so many things in my mind i'd want to remember, write down & rant about,
i never even type one single word.
i guess sometimes i'd just rather keep it within,
it's much simpler this way.
anyway.
i've graduated from TP, & will be enrolling in SIM soon.
i really thank God for really, planning & preparing so much for me.
i was not at all certain whether i'd even pass my supp, or whether UOL would accept me.
& i guess my faith wasn't really there,
i was doubtful & worried.
but now i know that it wasn't by luck that all these happened,
He did this for me, & i'm thankful for everything.
and throughout all this while,
so many incidents happened in my life,
and to people around me as well.
now thinking back,
i've been through so many ups & downs, downs & ups.
it wasn't exactly a very long time though,
but i wonder why did i feel so much about everything which happened during march.
sometimes i'd feel that ache in my heart which i can't describe to anyone,
other times i'd feel the simple kind of happiness brought by those i love.
i have so many questions which doesn't end with an answer,
it's almost ridiculous how often i'd wish God would just answer me.
often i'd just go to sleep with that nonchalant feeling,
just temporarily forgetting & not caring about all that i feel about.
i need God in my life,
& i know He's there for me.
but sometimes,
i wish He'd tell me exactly how should i feel,
& what should i do.
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