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| i have so many things i'd want to say,
& yet ,
so many which i can't.
it's killing me inside.
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| it's been so long since i last put my thoughts down in words.
and even though there are so many things in my mind i'd want to remember, write down & rant about,
i never even type one single word.
i guess sometimes i'd just rather keep it within,
it's much simpler this way.
anyway.
i've graduated from TP, & will be enrolling in SIM soon.
i really thank God for really, planning & preparing so much for me.
i was not at all certain whether i'd even pass my supp, or whether UOL would accept me.
& i guess my faith wasn't really there,
i was doubtful & worried.
but now i know that it wasn't by luck that all these happened,
He did this for me, & i'm thankful for everything.
and throughout all this while,
so many incidents happened in my life,
and to people around me as well.
now thinking back,
i've been through so many ups & downs, downs & ups.
it wasn't exactly a very long time though,
but i wonder why did i feel so much about everything which happened during march.
sometimes i'd feel that ache in my heart which i can't describe to anyone,
other times i'd feel the simple kind of happiness brought by those i love.
i have so many questions which doesn't end with an answer,
it's almost ridiculous how often i'd wish God would just answer me.
often i'd just go to sleep with that nonchalant feeling,
just temporarily forgetting & not caring about all that i feel about.
i need God in my life,
& i know He's there for me.
but sometimes,
i wish He'd tell me exactly how should i feel,
& what should i do.
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| one final exam paper.
and i'm through with school.
okay that's the motivation i'd need.
good-bye school.
(soon)
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| so i've went down to the bank to apply for replacement of my card.
& after getting one,
it'd take 4 working days for the bank to update my address,
7 more working days for the other card to reach me.
i'd have rotted by then.
committee meeting later,
& ERM exam on thursday.
at my present depression phase which i'm going through now,
would i even last till then?
i need to hear it from you.
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| PS I LOVE YOU
my favourite quotes.
Sharon McCarthy: "You gotta be rich to be insane, Hol. Losing your mind is not a luxury for the middle class."
Denise Hennessey: " I thought that it was 'cause I deserved the best and he's out there. He's just with all the wrong women. And let me be clear. After centuries of men looking at my tits in stead of my eyes and pinching my ass instead of shaking my hand, I now have the divine right to stare at a man's backside with vulgar, cheap appreciation if I want to! "
Holly's mom: " I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his.
Gerry Kennedy: " I know what I want, because I have it in my hands right now. You."
i stole one quote though.
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